It has become a daily occurrence that I wake up with the exact same thing on my mind. It is a really strange feeling, almost like deja vu every morning. So much so, that I find myself forgetting what day of the week it is, like yesterday, or I fall back asleep because I want to keep dreaming and wake up to the exact same thought again.
That led me this morning to writing this;
May 13, 2016
I again start my day in the same way.
Why you are the first thought of the morning I cannot say.
Am I being told something waking up every day like this?
It seems so strange that it is you I miss.
How is it that just a few moments can haunt me so?
That is really all I had before you said you had to go.
That moment now seems to be forever on my mind.
The reason it owns me I cannot truly find.
I continue through my days, with you as my thought.
I cannot shake it, even when this memory I have fought.
It seems this thought will be with me always going forward.
What end it brings me to, I will forever move toward.
One day I will reach that end.
Until then, this memory I will tend.